We’ve put in an offer on a house, which was accepted. The inspection went well; we have the disclosure paperwork from the bank on our dining room table, which we will sign this week. It feels surreal still. We don’t close until late April, and we won’t move in until May. I know this feeling well – this is when time seems to contract and expand all at once. Looking at the calendar, it feels as though it’s going to be a decade from now before we’re dragging our furniture into another new place, but hopefully the last time for a while. And during that month-long decade, I’ll get a whole lot of nothing done, so when it is time to drag the furniture, I will be completely unprepared.
Things are about to change…some things never change.
With the month or so that I have, I hope that I can get some ideas solidified. I also hope I have the mental capacity to see those ideas through, take pictures, and post something.
So…here’s to a new era. Hopefully.
You say Polymath like it's a bad thing... 
Congrats Sam! That is a BIG deal! The next few weeks will go a lot faster than you think, but I’m happy to see the self-reflection you’ve been going through. You are making efforts to CHANGE where you see your perceived failures. Realize that you do have control, but don’t overwhelm yourself trying to fix them all at once. You can do this!